Sunday, February 24, 2008

two steps back...

dude ! i thought i was so together but i am not.
yet.
i am back frowning again, stomach hurting again, mind racing again.
this sucks.
it aint as bad as its been but shit it still sucks.
all befcause of events from a couple days ago.
then i see her again today, all smiles and happy and i just want to say to her:
that i don't even know how you do it...
i am still stuck i guess but it will get better
i just have to avoid certain scenarios at all costs.
i hate it but i know this is what has to happen for my sake.
this still sucks
but it will pass
it always does
thank God.

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