Dear God

I know you're listening but I can't feel you today. I know you're holding me up because without you I would surely have fallen. I wonder why things have to be hurtful in life and yet i know we need sunshine & rain for the flowers to grow. I know that this too shall pass but i can't see the light at the end of the tunnel anywhere in sight. Please God keep me reminded as I stumble along today - don't let me do anything to worsen matters - Things could always be worse. I am grateful for what is, I just needed a moment to grieve over what isn't. I guess thats just my nature. Thank you God in advance for getting me through this storm. Thank you.